gravity

it's really a funny thing what happens when you start to get confident in yourself and you take your eyes off of god for just one second ... gravity occurs. you fall. you lose focus, identity, and start trying to find that in other things. it is not a fun feeling ... falling, i mean. however, there is something beautiful about it, the fact that my god thrives on using hard times to pull me back towards himself. it's when i am at my most vulnerable and weakest that i hear my god's voice telling me, "sarah, i love you. you are mine, and you are so enough." amazing, right? sometimes, gravity is a blessing in disguise because it can highlight an area that you didn't know you needed work on. for me, it's the confidence in the flesh instead of solely on my jesus.

sometimes "defying gravity" is counterproductive ... unless you are a green witch. sometimes, it takes falling on our faces to truly be able to look up.